Maze Runner

I recently watched a movie called Maze Runner. The more I have thought about this movie, the more I feel like one of the characters in the movie. Sometimes I feel like I am stuck in a maze and there is no way out. In the movie, there are people designated to run the maze every day to try to find an exit. I feel like one of them. Every day, on repeat, same thing over and over again. There are these crazy obstacles they have to overcome and these horrible beasts that they have to fight. I feel like those things are all the shit that I have had to endure. It seems like it is just one thing after another. I feel defeated sometimes but then I think about all the obstacles I have overcome. I feel like I am never going to get out of this pattern....this maze....but then I realize how much stronger the process has made me. For so long, I have been so negative because of all the bad shit that has happened over the last several years. But I'm still here. I'm still fighting. Each day I become less and less negative. And life is pretty damn good. I am on a long, beautiful journey and some day, I will defeat the maze!!